Thursday 7 July 2022

A PANG NGAPTE’ MABAN BINGLOU EIVE

 

HSLC exam ah fail zoulou a leng om theih luat ahi. Mi tampite HSLC exam theilou dia a siamsinna school-te un Pawl-IX a a nawlkhin uh bang om sek hi. Khenkhat leuleu lah khosak haksat ziak a Pawl-VIII ban sunzom zoulou leng om uhi. Kei leng kum khat damlouhna ziak in HSLC exam a na fail zoulou in ka omkha ngei hi. Pawl-X subject thumvei busuah nung, 1997 kum Tuunkha 17 ni (17.02.1997) in damlouhkhak ziak in 1997 kum in BoSEM saina a HSLC exam ka na maituah zoukei hi!

 

Exam diing in inn apan kuankhe saam mah le’ng ka pute inn tan ka tungzou lel hi. Aban ka sawn zoukei a, inn ah ka kilehkik mai hi. Result a hong suak ngei a, ka kaaipihte a hong lohching sauhsauh uhi. Ka lawmte’ result a hong suahtak in, ‘chidam a exam zou hi le’ng zaw aw…,’ chi’n ka kingaihtuah vungvung hi. Huai hun in ka lungsim ah kipahna leh lam-etna a omkei hi. Enna, hehna, thangpaihna, khaatna, kingaihsiatna leh kipiaksiatna toh ka kidim hi. Pathian natan hehsan in vuina in ka dim hi.

 

Exam zoulou a ka om in Paunakte 16:1: Lungtang a kisakkholhna pen mihingte’n hih thei mah lehang lohchinna bel Pathian’ hon piak liauliau ahihdan hon phawksuahsak hi. Huai kum a ka exam zohlouh bel lungsim damlouhna – Depression ziak ahi. Huchi in Psychiatrist-te kiang zuankawm zel in damdawite bang ne in laisim ka sunzom thei nawn hi. A kum nawn, 1998 kum a exam diing in ka kisakhol nawn hi. Hiai hun in zaw Pathian in hon phalsakta ahi ngei diing; ka lohching theita hi.

 

Kum khat mansuah leh athawn a beisak mai ka kisaklai in a na huchi hial zaw a hikei hi. Kum khat mansuah a ka kikoihlai in ka na simsate lungsim ah vom/chiamteh pawl a na omlai hi. A kum nawn in revision bawl toh a kibangta a, a na nuam zotham hi. A kigawm in ngavei bang Pawl-X sinlaibu hoihtak a busuahkha a kisuak hi! HSLC exam a result hoihtak toh pass-khiak a hoihna bel nu-le-pa khenkhat in a hon muang ua, a tate uh bang home tuition hong lasak ua, sum tamlou bang a na kimu thei hi. Ei mahmah leng kimuanngamna (confidence) a hon guan thei hi.

 

Ei zawntat ziak a lohsam i hihleh bel i thuak diing mah ahi. I tuhgah at i himai! Midang ngoh diing leng a omkei. Huai zawntatna mah toh kikhekna neiloupi a kumsim khawmpi zang bang a kingai a kumsim a HSLC exam kichi zumhuaipi leng ahi diing hi. Bangteng hileh a ma sang a siam zodiing leh kuhkalzaw a hon daaltute phuvang diing leh lungke lou a pan kichi milohchingte mizia ahi. Kuhkalzo tuanlou, hahpanzo tuanlou a, angeingei a exam zelzel kichi kihaimuanna ahi.

 

Tamveipi fail kichi kisaktheihna diing a hikei hi. Thathak la a, nasa zosem a daaltu om peuhmah phuvang dia hunhoih muhna a hizaw hi. Alehlam ah academic exam teng a mavangtak a paisuak zarzar kichi sepna zonna ah muhbaihna in a na pang gige tuan kholkei hi. Mi tampite aa di’n graduation kichi kingakkhawmna mun ahi taangpi hi. Combined Graduate Level Exam kichi bang Graduate-te khawmpilian a bang hial hi. A na graduate masazote’n a na exam masazo thei uh chihna a hilel hi.

 

Lungke lou leh daaltute phuvang ngapte bel… HSLC exam bang ah a na fail-kha zezen ngei hial mah le uh Graduate-te khawmpilian ah a tel thei veve uhi. Na kuhkal taktak nakleh hiai khawmpilian, a na uap thei baihzote sang in hiai khawmpilian, ah pahtakna leh deihsakna vouzaw na mu thei veve hi. Kei bang leng Nursery kum nih sin, HSLC exam bang leng amasazo pen ah tu zoulou in a nihna a kaan zou panphet khat ka hi. Graduate-te khawmpilian a pahtakna saangtute lak a khat ka hi. Tu kum a na lohsap ziak in kingaise maike’n.


~ Sumthanlian Suantak | Nisim: 2020 kum Gamkha 16 ni (16th June 2020)

No comments:

Post a Comment